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| 11:33am 18/06/2004 |
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I want to update my journal... Ahh maybe later.. But I have so much new stuff to say... nah i will later... |
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| 09:31pm 27/05/2004 |
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Okay I was friends with this girl named Nikki.. we worked together didnt like eachother and first. Didnt even talk to eachother actually. Then one day we just opened up to eachother and had alot in common. Best friend both screwed us over... same boy situations.. well kinda she never had a boyfriend but you know. Anyways she was a cool girl we became best friends did everything together. She really didnt have any friends and she never went out! NEVER! she would just stay at home and watch t.v. so one day i take her out and get her drunk. LOL we did that ever weekend, then it started being everynight. it was cool! then i interdose her to my friend Pat. I interdosed them together because we were at a party at justin saw me talking to him and got mad cause he didnt like him so i inter dosed them together so i can go talk to justin. Niike is really shy she would never talk to anyone. so they hit it off... he got her number and called her that night after we left. we hung out with them later that night and so on..... he started to like her which i didnt think he would just because he likes to party alot and doesnt liked to be tied down. ANyways anyways Nikki falls for him, never having a boyfriend or anything i am trying to give her advice, she just met him she may like him but not love him (she thought she was in love already, it was only 1 month) then i was trying to tell her guys will say or do anything just to sleep with you...I dont know though. SHe changed as a person for him which was not her syle you would just have to know her. she wouldnt let any oby talk to her rude or anything like that. this guy did all of the above... she started avoiding me.. hanging out with my friends and not invting me. thenit got to the point that one of my friends said that i wasnt aloud at the party that was the night before because nikki said i wasnt aloud to be there. then she told one of my friends that they are all now her friends and not mine. what she says goes.... for the past 3 months i wasnt aloud at my own friends party beacuse of that bitch and pat just broke up with her and called me to come over and hang out.. I want to tell nikki something soooo bad. she deserves what ever cmes her way.. i took her in and made her cool LOL. and i got nothing in return, she now has no friends. HAHAHAHA pats haas was cool last night, i had alot more fun the night before. Paul was there i wasnt in a good mood last night... and you know me.. i didnt help it at all. his phone got turned off today so now i cant get ahold of him! i hate myself sometimes! |
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| 06:07pm 26/05/2004 |
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I know I said I was going to update more and i havent... Lately I have just been working and keeping my mind of that someone. I have been doing a good job too! I'm not as depressed as I thought I would be. Amanda helped me and so did Paul. (Thanks guys!) But really I have been just going out. Hanging out alot with Steph.. Brittni and I are talking again LoL some things never change! Lesa and I still talk everyday. Ew Ew Donny (the one from missiouri) is coming to visit me sometime next week.. I was going to visit him, he was about to send me a ticket UNTIL I found out it was tornado season! I have never been on a plane and im not about to go and die in a torando!! Anyways that should be interesting havent seen him in about three, three and a half years. Dont know what I am going to do with Paul while he is here.. I mean we are just friends but I do like paul, but then i cant ignore donny cause he came so far away to see me. MEN I SWEAR! yea but you know paul and i both decided that we are just having fun right now too.. we like eachother but we dont want to be tied down. which is cool. D-Blow came in today to turn in a application! hope everything goes good with that. umm... i am trying to think what else has been going on this week.. well, tonight i am going over to pats house, that should be very intresting i will update tomorrow and tell you the drama on that and what happens tonight. i am warning you oit's going to be LONG |
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| Hey ladies and gentelmen......i'm back! |
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| 07:38pm 17/05/2004 |
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Gosh it's been so long since i have updated!! I thought I would get online to see how everyones life's are and to dwell about my own... I'm thinking if i just talk about it... aloud... it might make me feel better! or worse, we'll see. I thought that I was at the best point of my life until the other night. It really sucks.. you know, MEN!! and love! I really think i have fallen for this one, I KNOW I HAVE. And I have just been crushed again, by the same person to many times. A person can only take so much. I finally realized that it's not healthy mentally or emotionaly to stay in that kind of relationship. I have just now built up the strength to walk away. I never thought i could but hopefully i stay strong. I really love this guy. It's so hard to like someone so much that doesn't treat you the same back. When you would do anything for that person and they really never done anything for you, it hurts! SAme as if you are always there for that person sad or happy, and they are not there for you, It's sucks! As much as I want to see him or hang out with him I think it would hurt me to much! It's going to hurt if I don't but I think that is going to be the best thing to do! Either way I'm screwed! I just want him to be happy and I know what he wants, and its not me. Someone else won. I truly hope what he did to me is worth it. Because someday he will realize how much I meant to him and i'm not going to be there anymore.. I stock around far to long and this is what happens...carma |
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| K is back, back again... |
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| 11:09pm 15/12/2002 |
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mood:  amused
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Hey everyone.. it has been awhile since i have updated. I will just start from Thanksgiving.. LOL (like a month ago) It was a really long day. I went to my moms early in the morning with Glenn and Amanda and visited with my grandma, my mom, my step dad me step brother and David.. After that I went to my Aunt and Uncles house and ate alittle! hehe we werent suppose to cause we were having a big dinner at my house! So we headed over to my house and ATE AND ATE! IT was really good.. my other grandparents came over it was really nice to see them!! they are getting so old!
I am still wokring if anyone cares! LOL i really like wokring there! alot of drama though.. Haha i thought that would be over with when I graduated.. the drama is not with my no body worry! hehe it is with the waitress.. it's actually funny to watch these older ladies fight over the stupidest things (toast..)
I have been stilling hangin gout in Clovis with Lesa.. tonight is actually the first night in months that I havent gone over there.. I was really tired and I actually had shit to do! I did my online driving school! which only took 45 minutes.. Sharon told me it was going to take hours!! like 5 hours! nope not me, i know all the short cuts when it comes to ready shit! hehe and I passed i only missed 5 out of 75!! GO Kandus!!
Christmas is coming up.. I already did all of my christmas shopping.. I have spent all my paychecks so far on everyone besides myself! Its kinda sad.. LOL 200 went to my tickets and another 250 went to christmas presents... But its the 31st!! it's all going to be MINE!
Well, I think that is really all that has been new with me.. well, the major things that is.. I mean i can go on and on about guys.. OH speaking of guys Let me just say I went to Apple Bee's on Friday! Oh yea the hottest guy ever was our waiter..yea.. way hot his name is Blake.. Dont get any ideas! he's mine LOL! |
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| 04:20pm 05/11/2002 |
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What's new with Kandie.. Halloween was no fun! didnt get to dress up, which sucks.. but I went to Lola's birthday and had to go to bed early cause i had to work the next day.. well actaully the whole weekend i worked. Saturday night i went to B's house.. fun stuff. I havent had much sleep latley.. so i worked on that today!! LAST NIGHT guess who called me??It was kinda scary.. MARCUS, Peter, Randal, and Justin.. they just wanted me to come over and kick it! So I went over about 11:30 and came home about 3:00 in the morning! IT was wierd. I mean same shit though, justin fell asleep randal justa talking.. and peter being wierd. oh yea and marcus still has his curfew! poor boy! Well thats about all that is new with me!! |
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| 04:57pm 29/10/2002 |
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So i just found out my ol buddy is in jail.. It is kinda sad because we were best friend growing up, he could have done something with his life.. I hope when he gets out he is a different person! |
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| ahh I miss you!! |
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| 03:35pm 29/10/2002 |
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Last night i had a really good conversation with TAWNY!! and I really miss hanging out with everyone!! I hope things change for the better. Anyways nothing new really here.. just ahnging in there, hanging out with Lesa, she is so cool.. you guys need to met her. BUt yea i shoudl be getting ready.. need to be going soon. Talk to you guys later
*what? what? J-crew.. ya!* |
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| 10:26am 28/10/2002 |
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Halloween is coming up and Kandie doesnt have anything to wear! I hope i can figure somethin out! So Giants lost.. it's a shame! hehe i really did watch it!
GOsh i swear it's like i have nothing to say in my journal!! but i want to kinda keep it updated.. Im such a loser! |
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| LOOK AT ME! hehe |
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| 03:18pm 27/10/2002 |
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This is my first Icon! thanks Lindie.. but i am going to find another picture! haha i hate this one! Anyways nothing new is going on with me... I have been at Lesa's house alot like always.Wednesday me, Lesa and Chris (our friend) to the haunted mansion. It was scary.. but not as scary as last years.. and it's alot shorter too. But it ws fun and nice of him to take us! and I have been haning out with our friends jouey and John.. and then sometimes chris and Iams. they are very nice boys! hehe I want to dress up for Halloween!!! Any one have plans?? I need to party hardy that night! haha
*Tawn I totally fogot about that party last night* I know you are happy! LoL |
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| 10:31pm 29/09/2002 |
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Well, Tonight I am at home! Feels kinda wiered consedering I havent been home still all summer... Staying at Lesa's house.. even got my own bed there! hehe Anyways tomorrow I am going to my momma's house to help her move! She is so happy she lives in the ghetto! So I am really happy for her that she is moving now to the country with no neighbores.. (its what she wants) and I have my own room there! pretty neato! Anyway's I am sorry my journal is so boaring! hehe I have nothing to exciting in my life right now! Just hanging out at Lesa's you know and all the nieghtbor kids(teens) Chris, Dave, Jay, Josh, Sean, Joey and John.. It's crazy how many teen you see on that block outside. I cant beleive I missed Rick's show! But it's okay I know where he works! haha!! I need to also call Curtis! I feel bad that I didn't go but I am sure he is not all that mad! So how is everyone?? we need to get together! Hello?? and maybe rent a movie or something! I havent watched t.v. in i dontknow how long! Well.. Les is coming over so c-ya! |
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| 02:02am 28/09/2002 |
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Okay.. I know I am already off to a bad start.. I forgot to write yesterday. Well, My sister got in a car accident the other day so she doesn't have her car right now so we are sharing mine. So that was yesterday taking her to and from places. And then when I didnt have it I just sat around! Fub huh?? Anyways tonight I am making it an early night.. I know Friday night PARTY but not tonight! Me and Lesa decided that was are going to start waking up early for now on! And start our day early. We normally sleep till 12:00 and dont get ready untill about 3:00 and dont go to bed untill 3:00 So.. tomorrow we are waking up early! (10:00 hehe) Well, chicka's did you go to the Toe and KarpaPoon? (I dont know how to spell it) I really really wanted to go!! You know to see my boyfriend.. umm you know.. RICK! Yes Lindie he is mine! Not yours.. you boyfriend stealer you! i wont mention any names! Oh my gosh Tawn did you hear about Yaser?? I was really sad about that! Oh well.. Hopfully he is okay! Well, talk to you chicks later! be proud of me I updated! Peace |
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| Hey Guys! |
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| 03:11pm 24/09/2002 |
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As of today I am going to start updating my journal everyday! (hopfully) If not everyday.. everyother day!!! I miss you guys so much! |
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| 05:55pm 22/07/2002 |
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Alright it has been more than awhile since i have updated... Nothing is really new over here... I didnt get to make it to the toe show because my car broke down! I know not a good enough excuss, But i wanted to go sooooo bad! again couldn't make it! I just need to call Curtis up and hang out with him! I have been at Brittni's house for the past week!! Last week her parents went out of town and for two days we had people over and beer! nothing big.. just some dudes over. (haha i guess you can say we dont get along with too many girls) haha Lesa was her of course! I am glad we are all getting along now! I got drunk drunk drunk the first night, and I went home.. got in a HUGE fight with my brother and havent been home or talked to him since! So it should be intresting. I havent talked to anyone from Bullard just a few friends have called me up to see how I have been.. But I havent talked to any of my close ones. Pretty sad! Anyways I better get going! Oh yea Yesterday i went to the beach! It was fun, got alittle burnt but its all getting tan now! hehe oh yea and to top it all of I bumped into my anut, uncle and my cousin! WIERD! |
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| 04:04am 06/07/2002 |
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Tonight was crazy.. It didnt start for me untill like 11:30 at night! hehe well me and Bob met up with Loral, Erica, Samantha, and LINDIE.. having no idea what we were going to do! SO we got ahold of Petie about a party we met up with some of Loral's friends and then we met petie, joey, and daniel.. dude Loral's friends were soo Immature i couldnt stand it, i was not going to go to a party with them. they acted like they were 10.. and to top it off they were hella rude to us and to our friends, or should i say towards our friends.. so Lindie said something to them, you go girl! I kinda did.. and Bob told them off.. or should I say Melissa! We need to talk to her about that! haha ANyways so Lindsay and all of her friends left when we arrived at this party.. which bye the way my bro's and lindies' bro's friends were their!!! scary scary scary! So I got stuck taking Joseph (JR) and Jeff home! yea i am way to nice!! then they wanted taco bell then they wanted ciggss!! AHH I just wanted to go home so I can pee!! It was horriable! but anyways they are having a kegger tomorrow night! everyone's invited! Lindie hint hint you are coming if I am! Well I am about to pass out. goodnight |
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| 4th of July baby!! |
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| 02:30am 05/07/2002 |
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Well, I went to Jared and Junita's and had a family thing.. and then I went to Lindie's where the party began! It was great.. got to see people i dont see that often. Me and Alina are friends now! Justin and all of Surf Club were hella talking to me... I babysat Bennie all night! LoL he was so drunk.. I was proud! He is such a cutie! Benji came! which I havent seen him for a few weeks, so it ws nice tlaking to him.. well untill he burnt me with the fireworks.. LoL.. Oh and I talked to Eric, which I havent really tlaked to in about a year or more.. i told him how i really felt about him, that i hated him and i told him why and everythig is all better now! hehe I cant beleive they kicked Josh out of the band. Anyways Taryn I met your boy.. he is soo nice!! and you were sooo drunk, I love it! haha Lindie it was a cool party, i liked everyone! I had 2 beers.. and then me and Bennio shared one.. *him one sip me one sip* and I drove home A okay! which is good for me because i am normally fuckin faded on 1-2 beers and i had more.. and i would take some of BoB's... so yea it was cool!! |
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